Monday, February 16, 2009

Goal Weight...for awhile

So I did really well this week. I did end up giving in once before Saturday. It was my mentor teachers birthday and so we ordered pizza. However, I ate one slice of cheese pizza and guess what?!? It still didn't throw off my numbers. By Friday I hit my first goal...finally: 168! YAY!

Sadly, I think my Valentine's Day weekend got in the way because this morning I'm back up to 169. I didn't eat very much on Saturday, but Sam took me to P.F. Chang's for dinner and I still did very well. Sunday was d-day. Dad had ordered a pizza and my weakness, breadsticks, on Saturday. Therefore, leftovers were in the fridge on Sunday. I ate two for breakfast because I couldn't help myself (damn them!) and then I ate one slice of pizza and two for lunch and then I ate two more for dinner! I didn't necessarily eat a lot of food, but the calories and the fact that it was only bread I think killed me and my insulin resistance.

I'm determined to get back on track today and for the rest of the week. Why is it that once you cheat you keep craving bad food? I have been craving McDonald's all morning. I'm not giving in...I think I hear a Lean Pocket calling my name for lunch....or maybe tuna?!?

I hope everyone else had a great weekend and was more successful than I have been. I've gotten off of the wagon more times than one could imagine this past year, but I keep getting back on and slowly but surely my numbers are going down. I'm glad my medicine is kicking in and helping me out as well.

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