Bad Weekend

What a bad weekend. Yesterday Mom and I went out and had a girl's day so we ate lunch out. Of course we went to a burger joint. I ate only half of my hamburger, but of course I ate my fries. I thought, no biggie, I'll just eat a salad for dinner. Well, I was babysitting at night and with my luck the parents didn't have anything to eat! I ordered the kids pizza and searched through their cupboards and fridge. I paced around the pizza took one bite and put it down. Then I searched the fridge some more. Not even salad! I gave in. I ate 3 cheese sticks and 1/2 slice of pizza. I felt awful afterwards and had a horrible stomach ache...I guess from not being used to such bad food after being good for 3 weeks.

Today I went to visit my boyfriend. It's about a 2 hour drive to see him so I got up at 7 and was there by 9am. I cooked all day for him his turkey casserole and his beef stew. My stomach was still a bit upset, so I ate peanut butter crackers and Diet Ginger Ale in the morning. By lunch I was feeling better and we had a taquito inbetween cooking for him. I really didn't eat a lot, but I definately didn't make great decisions today. I'd say I gained a pound or 2 after this weekend. Guess we'll find out tomorrow.

My Mom told me that when Sam proposes next month my Grandmother is going to give me my Great Grandmother's engagement ring from the 1920's. I'm so excitied! It's really beautiful and special. I think it just motivates me more thinking about it. I just found out last night. I think seeing that ring on my finger while I'm on the treadmill will motivate me even more to keep going and keep pushing myself.

This week I'm going to eat more fish and salads. I'm going to talk to a personal trainer at the gym soon. Just a one time thing and see if he/she can show me some things I can do on my own. Then maybe I can check in with them a month or two later.

Tomorrow is a new day. This weekend can't bum me out. It happens, but tomorrow is a new day. :)